B and I now OFFICIALLY own our own business! We are living the American Dream! I went to the city and county offices to get a license today. Its only for banking purposes, but it made me feel really good walking out of those offices with those pieces of paper. We are heading off the beaten path into real estate, and to be honest, it is a little scary. keep us in your thoughts while we get this going, because it will not be easy.
HAve you ever done anything that you wish with your whole heart that you could take back? tried hard to make it better and to no avail? it haunts you. you dream about it. you think about it all the time. you cant get it off of your mind. and you wont until amends are finally made. im hoping for sooner rather than later. please forgive me, im trying
the craziest thing happened last night. I was driving home from Suck Creek and I saw this girl walking on the side of the road. She looked like a normal girl just walking. She was young, and I never saw it coming. It was one of those situations you only hear about. One of those opportune times where a word of truth would have gone a long way.
well i passed her and she started waving me down, so I assumed she needed a ride. i stopped and let her catch up to me. she got in and i knew something was odd immediately. Either cocaine or crack cocaine was pulsing through her body. sitting still was not an option. "You aren't a cop are you?" I told her I wasnt and that was when it hit me. i had picked up a hooker. she was sooooo young. she said 20, but there was no way. her name was alissa. she asked me if i was looking for a date and i told her no very promptly. i guess she thought i was naive, because she proceeded to being a little more blount with her choice of words. i will leave that to the imagination. i was prompt with a no once again, and after asking name and age, i just froze. i froze.
i froze.
why would God put me in a situation like that? at this point in my life, im no good for sharing the Gospel. or am I? All i could think about was my own sin and how i couldnt witness to this girl. In retrospect, thats a copout. I know the truth. I have a tough time with it, but it is the truth nonetheless. God is renowned for using sinners to expand His Kingdom. this girl is lost and all i could do was drive because i was afraid of sounding stupid.
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